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Friday, January 20, 2006

Eavesdrop (part 2)

B: kakaiba ka talga D!!! feeling ko medyo matagal ako nag-ponder this time pero as always,
tama ka...
D: hehe.. talaga? Tell me about it..
B: iba talaga nagagawa ng pagpapalipas ng oras...mas nakakapag-isip ka, napapadaan mo ang
mga pansamantalang pakiramdam, mas nakakapag-isip ka without clouded emotions...mas
nababalance mo ang paggamit ng puso at utak.
D: what did you learn?
B: um, di ko alam kung meron talaga ako natutunan na eh...parang it's more of "narealize"...
D: uhuh...
B: narealize ko na hindi pala siya ang namimiss ko. Ikaw pala! Ikaw pala all this time... hindi
naman sa nawala ka ha. ako yung lumayo... lam ko naman na ikaw, never kang nawala at
never kang mawawala. Kaya nung narealize ko un, naiyak na lang ako dahil grabe ka
magmahal... you've been waiting for me all this time.
D: oo, hinihintay lang kita dito. Wag ka mag-alala, hindi kita iiwan! kahit kalian!!
B: salamat ha! I love you!
D: I love you din. Tahan na... it's now time to learn...
B: Opo. Hay, kay sarap mabuhay ng nandyan ka.
D: san na nga pala si C?
B: eun po, nanahimik na... nalaman ko na kasi ung dapat ko daw malaman. Babalik na lang daw po siya pag kailangan ko na siya ulit. Alam nyo po, nakatulong talaga ung kit-kat namin ni Nyoy, kailangan tlaga ng break paminsan minsan.

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I felt so empty for quite a time
I felt like I was not progressing
I thought I was missing someone
But it turned out that *spiritual dryness*
cast it's spell on me


I found out, I wasn't missing some one
I was missing THE ONE
He was beside me the whole time
But I pushed him away... slowly, unknowingly
Good thing He never leaves.

I fell down *AGAIN*
And you lovingly picked me up *AGAIN*
You said,
"Come, let's continue our journey. I'll carry you until you can walk on your own again."
This one's for you
They perfectly describe what I feel for you
My heart sings:

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I Give You My Heart

This is my desire: to honor You.
Lord with all my heart i worship You.
All i have within me, I give you praise.
All that I adore is in You.

Lord I give You my heart,
I give You my soul, I live for You alone.
Every breath that I take,
Every moment i'm awake,
Lord have your way in me.
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You Are My World

My father, I adore You more than anything my heart could wish for
I just want You
And Jesus, my beloved Saviour
Everything I have, I owe to you
I owe it all to You

And angels come and adore You
And we Your children worship You
You are my World
You are my God
And I lay down my life for You
You are my Lord
The One I love
No one could ever take your place

And everything I have
I give to You my Lord the One I live for
I live for You
And all my days are gifts from You
I pray I'd use them as You want me to use them for You
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